Continually
updated reports from Human Beings around the world who are
experimenting with their own aura mechanics and strategy through the
Human Design System. These are ongoing dialogues with many whom are finding their own truth through this information.
Generator- Living and not knowing:
it's
easy to say, "trust your aura, trust that life will bring you the people
and experiences and circumstances that are correct for you"--the
mind might even really like those words. Yet to live those words, to
actually live each moment trusting that which is coming into being, that which
has its own timing and is perfect for you in unknownunseen ways---THAT
is trusting the aura--living and not knowingis trusting the
aura.
'Being' Skinned Alive: I am only Now relearning from
within, that what is projected onto me, sometimes stays with me, because it
latches onto a part of the self that likes' it and never mind that it is
completely useless for the body right Now, in this process of peeling. The self
needs this projection (however incorrect or correct), in order to become
stronger. I'll admit, it was flattering to have this latest projection within,
but only flattering to the part of the self that is slowly, but surely
dying, so it doesn't really matter that it won't be around.Easier said
than done, but owning it is the first step. Realizing there is a call for
change is a step further and I'm ready to peel another layer.
A Texas Projector's View... Someone who wants happy-happy smiles, doesn't really want Human Design...
A Blessing in Disguise...Since I started living my Design 3 years ago, my
shattering took me to a place the doctors call a 'mild' nervous
breakdown/crisis, where I didn't see any reason/purpose to go on. But I did
survive it, and it was all a blessing in disguise; I had the privilege to spend
some time on my own. But didn't have to go to hospital.
L.A. Sunshine....I do not need/want anything per se any more - not even
my 'personal' happiness as such; have stopped chasing after things and
lead a simple, quiet life. I'm slowly getting more energy now -- I can feel the
shift... and others say they can see/feel it also. Since I'm on the Q of Duality
and L/A Projector, - there's obviously a purpose why I'm still here; to be here
for the others.--Have you also been to
a place similar to that, I wonder?
THE BIG SECRET: I feel like I have a Giant Secret! Like the cat who
ate the canary....I don't have to listen to this crap anymore!!
I can do wtver the fck I want. No more mind "nonversation"
fueled by my open centers! Yeah, I know this will be a bloody battle but
look, what else have I got to do? I mean, work my ass off and
maintain my "good" credit so I can accumulate dollars and maybe
retire....EXHAUSTED when I'm 65?! For WHAT?! Life should not
be lived this way.....Wow.
No thought is ever my truth,
and no mind is all I have to keep me warm...
The uncertainty, and the validity in
Authority...(Sigh)mmmmm
To be one in well...everything around,
I unconsciously placed the form where it belongs, for
now.
